It's been a few days since I last updated... There goes the plan of wanting to update my blog everyday... Sigh... Truth fact being, yes, I've been unwell lately. Every morning when I wake up after a restless night of tossing and turning, I'll have this back ache and my neck will feel a little stiff... Ouch? =)
Anyhow, I went to the doctor and she recommended me a stronger pain killer than the one I've been taking. Cause of the pain and neck stiffness? It's either my bed or I've been 'killing' myself with stress, up to a point where it effects my whole system. Go figure... (Personally I opt for the later, cause been sleeping on the same bed for almost 2 years plus and nothing... =P)
Sorry beloved readers but I rather not discuss the cause of my stress here in public. I know it's good to share but if I were to do so, some people will be terribly hurt and having that instead on my conscience? I rather keep quiet for know and keep things to myself. (my mum was telling me the other day to talk to anyone to release this stress of mine and my reply was quite easy... to who? lol)
Some matters, I dare not talk to my family and I rather have my friends to discuss it with. Some are just too sensitive and it's best that I keep it to myself. (btw to the girls reading this, I know some might think that guys have it better but in these matters, I do envy the opposite sex. At least the ladies are quite supportive of their friends... Guys? Not all are that understanding... But who can blame them? It's in our nature to kick our friends when they are down... Right Danial and Wadi? Lol...)
The mind is a very complex thing and I don't deny that. Funny how mediocre matters can effect it so much thus effecting the rest of one's body. Praying and reciting the holy Quran helps though... Can't wait to finish and just fly home... InsyaAllah...
Munawwir Khan Yusoff Khan
p.s it's been two weeks since the departure of a good friend from this world to the next. Still seems like it was yesterday. Quoting his last advice to me... "Mooney, kau ni fikir banyak sangat... Kau kena chill dan jadi cool mcm aku...' - The late Taufiq Shariff... He's got it right. Thanks Topeq... You'll be truly missed... Al-Fatihah
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