Repentance of a sinner

A man I am,
And I'll never learn,
My whole life I've lived,
Yearning for the world

Deceit and betrayal,
These are the things I know,
No kindness indeed,
I am King... I am on my own

Days come and passes me by,
Yet I'm selfish, I stab, for the sake of my pride
Have nothing to fear and I get what I want,
Money, Women and Power... these are my shrine

I am getting older now yet none do I regret,
My greed and my sins became my way of life,
I seek not help... nor God do I rely,
Cause this world is mine, and luck is by my side

Now the world grows dim,
In my bed I can't sleep,
Sins of my past come to haunt me,
I look at the world, as it frowns me to death,
May I still repent? ... A sinners life I've lived

Munawwir Khan Bin Yusoff Khan