Missing

Missing... Have you ever felt like there is something missing in your life? Pretty sure most of us have. Last night in bed, as I lay there in the dark, I brought myself to ponder. You know the melancholy sort of pondering... I searched deep within my thoughts and somehow my mind tells me that something is lost in my life. The sort of feeling you have when there's like a big giant hole in your heart and you don't really know why there's a hole there and how to fill it with?....

Hello to all and to Apai, glad that I made your day or week which ever that is. So beloved readers, have you ever felt such feelings that keep you up awake at night while you toss and turn in your bed till the sun starts to shine? If you have, did you ever ask yourself the question, 'what is really missing in my life?'.

People say that never run from a problem and face it head on. How do you do that if you don't really know what is the problem? Tell me. Should I fill my life with happiness? Joy? Hardwork? Depression? Maybe a little fun? What is it that I'm missing? A chance at love? The joy of having children? The satisfaction of hardwork? Or am I simply depressed?

One thing is for sure. This feeling that I'm having, is something that keeps my brain ticking and for that I thank God for in His own way, telling me, I'm still breathing and there is so much in life that we need to keep on seeking. It's knowledge, it's secrets and it's beauties... So tell me now, did I miss something? =P

Cheerios peeps...